What do I do next?

Yesterday was a gloomy day.  Today is the same, but a bit brighter. This didn't stop me from pondering about what I had to do next.  Why can't I start this supposed-to-be-incredible book?  I saw it in my vision a few weeks back but I can't seem to get my grasp on it.  A little voice keeps telling me to "just start writing" as I kept on trying to "find the mood" in Chicago this past weekend.  Oh, yes Chicago was dull one day and beautifully sunny and clear the next.  Total opposite climate days, yet it felt wonderful to get both.  That's how I feel at this time.  I am here but not.  "Just listen to my intuition and believe in myself", that's what I keep telling myself.  I know I knew that already. Why did the message not go through then? What do I do next?  Re-look my brainstorm from a couple weeks ago, set aside the distractions, and write.

What do you want to know about Karma and the Energies of the Universe?  Feel free to comment.